Wednesday, July 4, 2012

MSC, PEPFAR and some PST!

            The past two weeks were spent rambling about the Rwandan countryside, from training to training. It all started back on the banks of Lake Kivu at Centre Bethany for MSC, or in non-Peace Corps lingo, our mid-service conference, which happens around the time of a volunteer’s one year in service mark.  Nine months have gone by since we were last here at IST, and we have roughly nine months to go before our COS conference (or close of service conference). MSC went so well. Some super awesome volunteers from my group worked really hard with Peace Corps staff to make the conference a success and as beneficial as possible for the 13 of us remaining, as we enter our last year of service. We all talked about our projects, life thus far in Rwanda, ways to improve for ourselves and future groups of health volunteers.
So we conferenced, hung by the lake, and ate way too much food. The last day of MSC, a group of us, and Gordie (the director of programming and training for PC Rwanda) took a boat out to Napoleon Island, also known as the bat island. We started following the trail along the shore of the island, into a slightly wooded area. As we continued a sort of chirping sound continued to grow and swell amongst the trees. Our boat guide had disappeared into the woods and we heard banging and whooping noises. All of a sudden hundreds of bats began streaming out of the trees and circling overhead. Soon the bats grew to thousands and the sky was seemingly more black than it was blue. They circled above us, annoyed at the sounds that forced them from their fruity binging. The chirping continued as the bats swirled above us for what seemed like at least ten minutes. Finally they resettled themselves and we continued our way around the island, a little shocked and a lot awed by the sight. It was truly amazing.
The island was beautiful and diverse. We emerged from the forest onto an open yellow-grassy hillside, very reminiscent of my Dad’s property on the Middle Fork of the John Day River.  Water lapped the banks in little coves wrapped in scraggly tree branches and sunlight making the water bright blues and greens. Finally we reached a point sticking out into the lake, with a wide view of other islands drifting off towards Congo, and even back in the direction of the shores of our Rwandan home. We rode the boat back, and just like IST nine months before, I felt so at home riding the crests of the waves, being back on the water. Even the simple act of listening to the lake, the movement of the water, makes me feel like I am sitting on a raft on the Grand Ronde River, or alongside the Pacific Ocean, or next to the John Day. It feels like home, and reminds me, ironically, of all the places I feel most grounded.
So MSC was a success. This was followed by PEPFAR….. ugh! I have to say I do appreciate all the work done by Peace Corps staff to put PEPFAR together, but it was a relatively tortuous three days following MSC. We had members of our health centers, or other places of employment come and participate in the training about HIV/AIDS. Unfortunately the presenters were awful though! Some other volunteers may be more forgiving than I, chalking some of the negatives up to a language barrier, but I am not I guess. I literally struggled with restraining myself from leaping across the table and strangling one presenter who actually said, “we must protect the soldiers from the prostitutes, because the prostitutes know when the soldiers get paid and they will target them.” Granted this was very much a final straw with this guy for me, but it was quite infuriating.
On top of the presenters and the lack of what I would consider valued information, the conference was coupled with very bad behavior on my counterpart, or co-workers, side of things. He was actually quite embarrassing to me. He was the only person who would cut in front of everyone for food, for the bus, anything. He made plans to skip out of the conference to visit the Pentecostal church repeatedly, after PC had paid for him to come.  He also made rude judgmental comments about other PCVs, the presenters, and the conference. I was embarrassed by him, especially because he was one of my favorite people that I work with, and I thought he was a patient, thoughtful, and non-judgmental individual, qualities that I really admired in him. But I guess my expectations got the better of me, and I definitely learned a lesson, but it was a disappointing one to learn.
So skipping past the rest of PEPFAR because it simply was what it was and there is no sense dwelling on it via blog, I spent three days in Kigali relaxing and eating good food. My initial plan was to head to Gisenyi in the northwestern corner of Rwanda and be on vacation for a few days, but due to an ATM debacle in which money was deducted from my account, but not given to me, I was relatively money-less so to speak. Finally we got paid for July and I was able to enjoy some good meals in Kigali before heading to Kamonyi to help out with the next health group’s pre-service training (or PST). Kate and I ate out at a place called The Manor, which felt to both of us very much like we were in Vegas in the middle of Rwanda. Granted, I’m sure if I were in Vegas I would probably laugh at the comparison. But this place had at least three stories, an endless swimming pool with a live band playing the lulling tones of “sexual healing” and three different restaurants, Italian, Indian and another one that just didn’t seem as important as the first two. The food was amazing, and it was the spiciest curry I’ve ever had, but amazing just the same!

Otherwise, I hung out in Kigali and passed the time with internet at Bourbon coffee, resting, reading, and a few other things along the way. Saturday I headed to Kamonyi and was met by a feast put together by the health trainees. They made pineapple fried rice, curry, guacamole, French fries, a Mexican dish, fruit salad, egg scrambles, and some other things thrown in there too. It was amazing and a really awesome welcome for me to their training. I spent the week visiting the different language classes and offering my opinion on life in Rwanda, being a health volunteer, and what their service might look like in the two years to come. They are a great group and also really positive, which was a nice reminder to where I was when I first arrived in country and where I am today in my service, with one year left. Although I feel like I am in a very positive place, and continuing to move forward in this experience, it was really nice to be reminded of where I am coming from, and how much I have changed.

The group was really fun and I think they will be a great addition to our PC Rwanda team so to speak, or our community, or our family, depending on your desired level of sappiness.  I left PST the following Saturday at 6:30 AM to try to make it to Butare before umuganda, or the monthly day of service. The police stopped us in a random town about 20 minutes from Butare however, and we were forced to disembark to squeeze bus and do umuganda. It was kind of fun.  I met people from my own community who were also stopped and forced from their buses. We just did some hoeing for a couple hours and chatted about life in Rwanda. I have to say that it’s really cool that I can now say I’ve lived in Rwanda for over a year and this is in part, my home. It worked out kind of perfectly however, as I arrived in Butare at 12, right when the market and the restaurants were re-opening post-umuganda. So I filled my bag with produce, grabbed a burger, then headed back on down the road to home, where I hadn’t been in 2 ½ weeks.
Now I am back, and sort of back to work, as Monday, July 2nd was an observed holiday the 1st being independence day for Rwanda. The 4th is also a holiday, liberation day. Independence day here is the day Rwanda gained independence from the colonialists and liberation day is the observed last day of the 1994 genocide. So, in other words, I have half the week off, which is actually much needed. I am exhausted from my wandering ways the last two weeks, and although it is a much appreciated part of my life, I don’t see much time for rest any time in my near future. But, this is the life I enthusiastically signed up for over two years ago when I first submitted my Peace Corps application. So somehow, I am cresting the Peace Corps hump and everything will be downhill from July 13th, my one year mark in service, and one year left to go. Fourteen and a half months ago, I pondered this 27 month commitment and could not see the end anywhere. But now, I can’t believe where it all went and how from here on out, I only have less than a year before I have completed my Peace Corps service. How did that happen?

I guess much like everything in life (I can assume, as I’ve only had 24 years of it thus far) that I must now figure out what comes next, what comes after Peace Corps. I have a lot of ideas, dreams, visions, hopes, for the future in mind, but not exactly sure what will actually come to be. I would love to do seasonal employment in Antarctica. I would love to go to grad school. I would love to continue traveling the world. I would love to be home and spend some time maybe working for a nonprofit. I would love to go back and work in Glacier National Park. There are so many things that I would absolutely love to do, but just don’t have any definitive plans for the daunting FUTURE. Anyways, any ideas, suggestions, or insights would be much appreciated! Miss you all, and until next we meet… may the summer air be perfect for barbecuing and a life outdoors, and you all have a happy fourth of July!